Welp 3/24/14

This week. What can I say about this week. This week... was not my finest. Really. First, lets start with the headaches. Who has been having migraines again? ME! Love it OH so much. ...thats a joke.. its actually really not fun. We have 60 investigators. Literally 60. That is unheard of in an area as small as this! Here is the kicker.. no one is progressing. This week has been really rough for Hermana Garzon and I. Our relationship is fine, and we never want to get split. (I am pretty sure Im leaving after this transfer. Moment of heart wrenching sadness) I had about 5 people email this week telling me about how much they are struggling and just need a friend. And all I can do is email. You guys know me. Im ALWAYS there for everyone and their dog. So this is hard. Satan is really trying me this week. My mission leader just told me he loved me yesterday and hasnt seen a companionship like Garzon and I since his mission. So that was reassuring and I just started crying. I have been doing SO good about not crying here. But I just lost it at that.

The mission is hard. And there are a lot of days that I just want to go home. Really Just want to leave. But again and again, God gives me a reason to stay.

Super tender mercy from the lord this week. We went to dinner at a members house and one of the family members told us to go upstairs. Hermana Hernandez (my bff here in the mission that went home) her dad came to visit, her fam is my ward, so her dad totes brought me a ton of american food. i started crying my eyes out. it was SO great. Treats for Garzon and I! how much do i love friends! haha

Ether 12:6. Its the verse I want to share with you guys. President keeps telling me to really study it and learn it. Its the verse that keeps me going right now.

I love you all. SO so so so much. I am so grateful for you all every day.

Hugs, Loves, Kisses
Hermana Hamilton